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Source: Perfectllysaid|Twitter

Seriously don’t understand myself these past few days.. or weeks. Been feeling so lonely and dramatic most of the times. Don’t know where’s it coming from. Why self, why?

“I Was Made For Loving You”
Tori Kelly (feat. Ed Sheeran)

[Tori Kelly:]
A dangerous plan, just this time
A stranger’s hand clutched in mine
I’ll take this chance, so call me blind
I’ve been waiting all my life
Please don’t scar this young heart
Just take my hand

[Chorus – Tori Kelly:]
I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don’t know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you

[Ed Sheeran:]
Hold me close through the night
Don’t let me go, we’ll be alright
Touch my soul and hold it tight
I’ve been waiting all my life
I won’t scar your young heart
Just take my hand

[Chorus – Tori Kelly & Ed Sheeran:]
Cause I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don’t know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you

[Bridge – Tori Kelly & Ed Sheeran:]
Please don’t go, I’ve been waiting so long
Oh, you don’t even know me at all
But I was made for loving you

[Chorus – Tori Kelly & Ed Sheeran:]
I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don’t know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you


“Bakit ka nga pinanganak?” “Para sa’yo.”

“Bakit ang panget mo?” “Para sa’yo.”

Ang lakas nanaman ng ulan. Wala namang bagyo… diba? Sensya na di ako nakakanood ng tv e. Wala din naman ako nababasa sa internet na may bagyo nga. So suspended nanaman. Siglang sigla nanaman kaming mga estudyante. Kawawa mga nagtatrabaho. Kahit baha, may pasok padin. Papaniwalain ko nanaman sarili kong tama ang instincts ko na wag muna mag review para sa midterm bukas…

Ganito yung mga panahon na ang sarap humilata sa kama. Yung walang ibang iisipin. Matutulog lang or manonood ng moview/series. Magiinternet magdamag. Magbubusy-busyhan.

Tanda ko nung high school kami, ang saya pag umuulan. Ang sarap ng hangin, ang lamig. Pero hassle din pumasok, lalo saming umuuwi pag tanghali, ang hirap maghanap ng tricycle kahit di talaga namin hinahanap haha. I mean ang hirap maghintay sa labas ng bahay, bukod sa basa kana bago pa makasakay, puro may sakay na agad yung dumadaan sa tapat ng bahay. Late na kami bago pa makasakay, pero usually may consideration pag umuulan, di agad late kahit late na talaga. Lol.

Tapos mga basa kami sa room, kawawa mga sapatos namin. Ang daming nakahilerang mga payong sa labas ng room. Sarado mga bintana kasi umaampiyas sa loob ng room. Pag uwian ng tanghali, eto yung masaya na part, lalo pag nakalimutan magdala ng payong, yung makiki-share ka lang. Takbuhan papuntang sakayan, minsan di narin, gusto din magpaulan e haha. Tho covered walkway naman yung samin, yung pag pababa na sa pila ng tricycle, basa kana bago makapasok ng tricycle. At syempre dahil nga maulan, yung mga usual na naglalakad pauwi, nagsasakay nadin. So medyo agawan sa tricycle. E kami ng mga kaklase ko saka ibang kaibigan from other sections, isang grupo na kami para sa isang tricycle. Usually lima, minsan anim. Tatlo or apat sa loob, dalawa or tatlo sa likod. Ang saya. Imbis na mainis dahil basa na, magtatawanan pa.

Hays. Nakakamiss sheeeet. Feeling old!

Pero ngayong college, dina talaga ko natutuwa pag umuulan. Pag sa school kami inabutan ng malakas na ulan, sobrang hassle kasi babaha agad. Mahirap umuwi. Pero pag umulan ng malakas habang nasa bahay kami, nag iintay lang ng suspension. Pag natupad, yun yung masayang part. Haha.

Anyways, keep safe everyone! Grab all the chill moments you can, minsan lang to woooh 😉
Kid doing kinda nothing,

jeydie.

Let’s talk…

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Source: Sadness and agony | Facebook


I told you I like reading posts like this. I’m letting myself drown into these unconscious feelings inside me, waiting to be noticed.

But hey, I’m fine. Right now, I’m struggling to open my notes and review for our upcoming midterm exam this moday. Weekend feels bruh, plus the cold cozy weather. Rare times. RARE DAYS. RARE NIGHT. Making the most out of it, by wasting time. Bad.

Words I never said.

Saw this post on facebook, shared by a friend. It feels like I’m the one who originally posted it. It still amazed me everytime I read posts that seems like I wrote it myself. I always feel the need to share it but I always ended up liking and saving it only. This post hit me right through my heart *naks* made me smile before I finished reading it. So I think it’s a blog-worthy post.

Here it is.


“What if he falls for someone else?”

“The moment I let him explore things outside our own little world I knew right there and then, situation like that or even more may follow. And if you’d ask me if I’m scared of the thought, no, I was way beyond being scared. But I love him freely and locking him up just for myself is complete selfishness. And I don’t want that. The world has so much to offer and if I let him grab the opportunities, he’ll get what he truly deserves. I know, he’ll do best and I want him to understand that I won’t pull him away from his dreams. I want him to grow independent. We need to grow apart sometimes. And if letting him grow means walking in temptations, then I’ll take the risk. After all, relationship is about trust. And I trust the love he has for me. I trust that it will always be me over any temptations.”

Source: Sadness and agony | Facebook

ESTUDYANTE

1:32am

Eto at chumichill na parang walang naganap na pagpapanic at pagka-cram kanina :) Natapos ko na panoorin yung Season 6 ng GOT. Sobrang nakakabitin, as always. Ok na sana. Nakapagrefresh na kahit papano, nakanood na ulit ng series. Pero pagka online ko, nabasa ko sa GC namin, may NEXT PLATE agad mga bessy :—-) akala namin pahingan muna. Wala pala nun. Okay nadin sana na sa Monday pa naman, pero may iba pang subjects. May iba pang kelangan isipin. Quiz. Midterm. Report. y naman ganon haha. Nakakapagod na eno? Pero ok lang. Normal naman to. Lahat napapagod… hmmm. Kung di kami napapagod edi parang di kami nag eexert ng effort. Naks. Nagdahilan pa haha.

Pero ganito talaga ang buhay estudyante. Lalo sa college. Nako, walang wala pa yung paghihirap nung mga HS students :) Ilang beses mo mararanasan ang mag cram, magpuyat, mag exam ng di nakapag aral ng ayos, di maligo, di kumain, di matuto. Yung pumapasok ka nalang para sa attendance. Nakatingin ka sa prof habang nagdidiscuss pero walang pumapasok sa isip mo. Lutang ka lang. Madalas, ganun ako. Kami. Minsan pumapasok lang para matulog sa klase, pag di na kaya labanan yung sobrang antok. Nakakatawa yung mga ganung moments na yung mga kaklase ko sobrang antok na antok na tas nakakatawa sila panoorin, parang naghe headbang :—–) sorry guys. Malamang ganun din ako minsan. Pero iniiwasan ko, kasi alam kong muka akong ewan pag ganung sobrang antok nako mehehe

Ang non-sense ng post nato. Pero inaantay ko nalang matapos tong sem nato e. Pero wag din agad, medyo easy lang muna. Ang bilis ng araw e. Parang kaka Saturday palang nung isang araw, tas bukas Friday na agad o.O PAANO?! Hays life :) Goodluck mga ati at koya sa college life. Para sa “kinabukasan”.

#PUSH ♥

 

Nagpapaka-estudyante,

jeydie ;)

Final Song ♥

FINAL SONG | MØ

Please, won’t you wait? Won’t you stay?
At least until the sun goes down
When you’re gone, I lose faith
I lose everything I have found
Heart strings, violins
That’s what I hear when you’re by my side
Yeah, that’s what I hear when you’re by my side

But when you’re gone the music goes
I lose my rhythm, lose my soul
So hear me out before you say the night is over
I want you to know that we gotta, gotta carry on
So don’t let this be our final song

So don’t let this be our final song
So hear me out before you say the night is over
I want you to know that we gotta, gotta carry on
So don’t let this be our final song

Baby when we were young
There was nothing to make believe
And the songs that we sang
They were written for you and me
Melodies on repeat
That’s what I hear when you’re by my side
Yeah, that’s what I hear when you’re by my side

But when you’re gone the music goes
I lose my rhythm, lose my soul
So hear me out before you say the night is over
I want you to know that we gotta, gotta carry on
So don’t let this be our final song

So don’t let this be our final song
So hear me out before you say the night is over
I want you to know that we gotta, gotta carry on
So don’t let this be our final song

Woo-ooo, take us to a higher ground
Here and now, whatever you do, just don’t look down
Woo-ooo, underneath the disco light, it’s alright
We could make the perfect sound
We could make the perfect sound

But when you’re gone the music goes
I lose my rhythm, lose my soul
So hear me out before you say the night is over
I want you to know that we gotta, gotta carry on
So don’t let this be our final song

So don’t let this be our final song
So hear me out before you say the night is over
I want you to know that we gotta, gotta carry on
So don’t let this be our final song

Woo-ooo, take us to a higher ground
Here and now, whatever you do, just don’t look down
Woo-ooo, underneath the disco light, it’s alright
We could make the perfect sound
Woo-ooo. take us to a higher ground
Here and now, whatever you do, just don’t look down
Woo-ooo, underneath the disco light, it’s alright
Don’t let this be our final song


pretty addicted to this song.. and to MØ :) try listening to her songs guys!!!!

Imbestigador

May kilala ba kayong mga tao na ang hilig magtanong? Yung tipong kada galaw mo may tanong. Susulatan kana ata ng biography. Nakakairita diba? Ako pa naman yung tipo ng tao na pag wala sa mood makipagusap, naiirita agad sa mga ganun na tumanong na ng tumanong. Like, srsly. Fuck off. Shut up. Please? Imbestigador ka ba te? Gusto mo malaman mga ginagawa ko? Tingnan mo twitter ko. Dun basahin mo lahat ughhh.

Pero syempre diko naman pede sabihin yun sa kanya. NAKAKAHIYA. Bakit? To show respect. At may utang na loob e. Hayz.

Ps. Ang hirap makisama.
#RantNight #KairitaPo #ShutUpKaNalang y life.

jeydie.

unsteady

UNSTEADY by X Ambassadors

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I’m alone
‘Cause this house don’t feel like home

If you love me, don’t let go
If you love me, don’t let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mother, I know
That you’re tired of being alone
Dad, I know you’re trying
To fight when you feel like flying

But if you love me, don’t let go
If you love me, don’t let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady


One of my favorite songs from Me Before You OST ♥

How’s your sunday guys? :)

 

 

JEYDIE.