Bakit ikaw?

Nung nagsimulang maloko tong puso ko sa’yo,
Nung nagdadalwang isip nako sa nararamdaman ko para sa’yo,

Nung inakala kong hindi totoo ang lahat ng iniisip at nararamdaman ko para sa’yo,

Natanong ko sa sarili ko, “Kung totoo lahat ng ito. BAKIT IKAW?

Bakit ikaw na wala akong balak mahalin,

Bakit ikaw na hindi ko naisip na magugustuhan ko,

Bakit ikaw na laging inaasar ako,

Bakit ikaw na laging binibwisit ako,

Bakit ikaw na laging sinusumpa ko sa kapangitan mo,

Bakit ikaw na bigla kong naging kasundo,

Bakit ikaw na lagi ko ng kasama,

Bakit ikaw na lagi kong kausap,

Bakit ikaw na lagi kong kabiruan,

Bakit ikaw na lagi kong katawanan,

Bakit ikaw na lagi kong kasama sa kalokohan,

Bakit ikaw na kasama kong kumain,

Bakit ikaw na kasama kong manood ng sine,

Bakit ikaw na kasama ko sumimba tuwing umaga,

Bakit ikaw na kasama ko mamasyal kung saan tuwing gabi,

Bakit ikaw na kapuyatan ko,

Bakit ikaw na sinasabihan ko lagi ng problema ko,

Bakit ikaw na bestfriend ko,

Bakit ikaw? Pero bakit hindi?

Sino ka ba?

Ikaw.

Ikaw yung nagpaparamdam sakin na mahalaga ako.

Ikaw yung nagpapaalala sakin na may halaga ako.

Ikaw na nagsasabi sakin na maganda ako.

Ikaw na nagpapaligaya sakin.

Ikaw na nagpapatawa sakin sa kakornihan mo.

Ikaw na dinadamayan ako sa kadramahan ko.

Ikaw na pinagsasabihan ako sa mga katangahan ko.

Ikaw na gustong mapabuti ako.

Ikaw na laging inaalagaan ako.

Ikaw na minamahal ako ng sobra sobra.

Ikaw. Ikaw ‘yun. Wala ng iba.

Bakit nga naman hindi ikaw di’ba? Kulang pa lahat ng sinabi ko para mapatunayan na ikaw na nga.

Madami kang pagkukulang, oo, alam ko yun. Pero hindi yun dahilan para iwan kita.

Mahal na mahal kita.

At hahanap at hahanap ako ng paraan at rason para hindi ka iwan.

Dahil ikaw, ikaw yung gusto ko makasama.

Sa’yo ako masaya.

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“I Was Made For Loving You”
Tori Kelly (feat. Ed Sheeran)

[Tori Kelly:]
A dangerous plan, just this time
A stranger’s hand clutched in mine
I’ll take this chance, so call me blind
I’ve been waiting all my life
Please don’t scar this young heart
Just take my hand

[Chorus – Tori Kelly:]
I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don’t know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you

[Ed Sheeran:]
Hold me close through the night
Don’t let me go, we’ll be alright
Touch my soul and hold it tight
I’ve been waiting all my life
I won’t scar your young heart
Just take my hand

[Chorus – Tori Kelly & Ed Sheeran:]
Cause I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don’t know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you

[Bridge – Tori Kelly & Ed Sheeran:]
Please don’t go, I’ve been waiting so long
Oh, you don’t even know me at all
But I was made for loving you

[Chorus – Tori Kelly & Ed Sheeran:]
I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through
Every bone screaming I don’t know what we should do
All I know is, darling, I was made for loving you


“Bakit ka nga pinanganak?” “Para sa’yo.”

“Bakit ang panget mo?” “Para sa’yo.”

Words I never said.

Saw this post on facebook, shared by a friend. It feels like I’m the one who originally posted it. It still amazed me everytime I read posts that seems like I wrote it myself. I always feel the need to share it but I always ended up liking and saving it only. This post hit me right through my heart *naks* made me smile before I finished reading it. So I think it’s a blog-worthy post.

Here it is.


“What if he falls for someone else?”

“The moment I let him explore things outside our own little world I knew right there and then, situation like that or even more may follow. And if you’d ask me if I’m scared of the thought, no, I was way beyond being scared. But I love him freely and locking him up just for myself is complete selfishness. And I don’t want that. The world has so much to offer and if I let him grab the opportunities, he’ll get what he truly deserves. I know, he’ll do best and I want him to understand that I won’t pull him away from his dreams. I want him to grow independent. We need to grow apart sometimes. And if letting him grow means walking in temptations, then I’ll take the risk. After all, relationship is about trust. And I trust the love he has for me. I trust that it will always be me over any temptations.”

Source: Sadness and agony | Facebook

unsteady

UNSTEADY by X Ambassadors

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I’m alone
‘Cause this house don’t feel like home

If you love me, don’t let go
If you love me, don’t let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mother, I know
That you’re tired of being alone
Dad, I know you’re trying
To fight when you feel like flying

But if you love me, don’t let go
If you love me, don’t let go

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold, hold on, hold onto me
‘Cause I’m a little unsteady
A little unsteady


One of my favorite songs from Me Before You OST ♥

How’s your sunday guys? :)

 

 

JEYDIE.

She doesn’t care if other girls message you, but she does care if you try to hide it from her. She doesn’t care if you hang out with your female friends, but she does care if you do it behind her back. She doesn’t care if you’re out with your friends, but she does care if you’re going to ignore her messages almost the entire time. She doesn’t care if you go out and party without her, but she does care if she finds out something happened with another girl and you didn’t tell her about it. She doesn’t care if you don’t wanna post up pictures with her online that much, but she does care if you don’t let the world know that she does exist in your life. She doesn’t care if you don’t have much to say to her, but she does care if you don’t tell her the little things like “Good morning” or “Good night” or “I miss you” or “I love you”. She doesn’t care if you need time and space away from her, but she does care if you’re using that “time and space” as an excuse to claim that you’re single and go do whatever you want. She doesn’t care if you guys argue and fight every now and then, but she does care if things aren’t getting any better between you two because you’re not learning anything from them. Bro, she’s willing to compromise with you on a lot of things, but all she asks is for you to not take advantage of that because if you do, you’re not going to like the person she’s gonna be towards you. — Teddie Nguyen


Saw this on FB just now… more interested reading stuffs like this than reviewing for midterm tomorrow. hays no no no :—-(

TAYO lang ang may alam.

TAYO LANG ANG MAY ALAM | PERYODIKO

Tayo lang ang may alam
Nando’n sa pagitan ng paalam at pahiram
Tayo lang ang may alam
Tayo lang
Sige lang, sumayaw sa hinihingi ng pagkakataon
Umindak sa kumpas ng kabog ng dibdib na hindi mahinahon
‘Di niya mapapansin
‘Di ka man tumingin
Dinig ko ang bawat patak ng luha mo

Pero tayo lang ang nakakaalam
Nando’n sa pagitan ng paalam at pahiram
Tayo lang ang may alam
Tayo lang

Sige lang, ‘di mo naman kailangan pang magpaliwanag
And’yan ako, andito kayo sa pagitan ng mga mundo
‘Di niya mapapansin
Kung sa’n ka nakatingin
Abot-kamay, abot-tanaw pero ‘di makagalaw

Tayo lang ang nakakaalam
Nando’n sa pagitan ng paalam at pahiram
Tayo lang ang may alam
Tayo lang

Tayo lang ang nakakaalam
Nando’n sa pagitan ng paalam at pahiram
Tayo lang ang may alam
Tayo lang

At tayo lang (tayo lang) ang nakakaalam (tayo lang)
Tayo lang (tayo lang) ang may alam (tayo lang)
Tayo lang (tayo lang) ang nakakaalam (tayo lang)
Tayo lang (tayo lang) ang may alam (tayo lang)

 

2:31am. And here I am listening to OPM songs that includes love… mostly about heartbreaks. I don’t know why. But I find comfort every time I listen to these songs. Whether I can relate to the lyrics or not. Hmm.

 

*should be studying* but I miss posting stuffs here. So much feelings stored inside me…

 

 

JDVG ^_^

Walang Hanggan

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Photo: Summer memories, 2016.


WALANG HANGGANG by QUEST

Gulong gulo ang puso
Saan ba to patungo?
Di ko alam, di ko alam

Hinarap lahat ng balakid
Pero bakit walang kapit?
Ang mga pangakong binitawan…
Di ko alam, di ko alam

Nong ika’y nilalamig ako’y umiinit
Kapag takot sa bukas akong unang sisilip
Ginawa ko nang lahat
Hindi parin sapat

Kasi ika’y mawawala na
Nawalan ng gana ang tadhana
Nanlalamig yung dating nagbabaga
Kung maibabalik lang sana…

Titiisin ko na kahit paulit-ulit
Tapos pipilitin ko na di maulit
Ang masulyapan mo yung dulo
Akala ko walang hanggan
Pero may dulo…

Bawat segundo sa aking puso iuukit
Lahat ng alaala aking iguguhit
Para makalimutan mong may dulo
Ang sabi mo walang hanggang
Pero eto tayo, sa dulo…

Kelan ka ba napaso?
Nanlalamig na ang ‘yong braso
Bakit ganyan? Bakit ganyan?
Kung pwede lang pakisagot lahat ng bakit

San galing ang galit?
Meron bang nang-aakit?
Kailangan ko lang malinawan…
Bakit ganyan? Bakit ganyan?

Handang panindigan lahat ng ating plano
Sigurado kahit di kabisado
Gagawin ko ang lahat
Walang paki kung di sapat

Kasi ika’y mawawala na
Nawalan ng gana ang tadhana
Nanlalamig yung dating nagbabaga
Kung maibabalik lang sana…

Iindahin ko ang sakit na gumuguhit
Ngingiti sa likod ng luhang pumupunit
Baka masulyapan mo yung dulo…
Kasi sabi mo walang hanggang, bat merong dulo?

Ibibigay ko ang lahat paulit-ulit
Bawat pagkakataon ay aking isusulit
Basta matalikuran mo yung dulo
Ang sabi mo walang hanggan
Bat nandito tayo, sa dulo…
SA DULO.

Wag ka munang tumalikod.
Bumalik ka muna dito
Padampi kahit anino
Ayoko mag isa dito

Wala na bang bisa aking dalangin?
Tinataboy na ba ng langit?
Nakikiusap nalang sa hangin
Ngayon wala ka na sa akin.

Bakit ba biglang meron tayong dulo?
Pangako mo walang hanggan
Bakit nandyan ka sa dulo?

Pwede bang kalimutan mong may dulo?
Handa ako sa walang hanggan
Pangako mo walang hanggan
Akala ko walang hanggan
Pero eto tayo, sa dulo.

Kung ika’y mawawala sa aking piling
Dinggin mo ang aking bilin
Lingon ka lang paminsan minsan
Dito lang ako di ako lilisan
Sa ating dulo, di ako lilisan.


OST from “Ang Kwento Nating Dalawa” film. Yung lyrics grabe. Maganda. Tagos! booom hahaha

 

JANNA DARA ;)

Answer.

Simula nung ilang beses ka umayaw kahit dimo gusto, tapos hindi lagi ako pumapayag na matapos nalang lahat.. naisip ko “paano kung ako yung umayaw?”

Would you still do the same? Mag iinsist ka din ba na ituloy padin natin yun kahit sobrang gulo na? Or hahayaan mo nalang hanggang mawala na talaga?

And now. I guess that question of mine was answered. Somehow? Maybe?

Not that I’m expecting you to disagree the moment I said it’s done. But maybe a part of me is assuming, somehow, that you’ll insist on continuing whatever we have.

But it’s okay. This time, I kinda accepted the decision I made hours ago.. to let go. We both agree that it would be the only solution. So we can both be free from overthinking on how to solve the problems that already piled out.

But we also don’t want to accept that we already made that decision. Maybe the decision that was already there a long time ago, we’re both just waiting for a moment like what happened earlier. Just a thought.

Still in class and I’m not listening to the reporter hehe this kind of thoughts that haunts you in the most inconvenient times. Haist.

10:55am. PUP-CEA. Building Technology 5 Subject 😅

JD.

3am thoughts.

Well it’s already 3:17am, and I can’t fucking sleep.

Siguro dipa nagsisink-in sakin na wala na. Pero nakakatuwa lang na hindi ako naging OA kanina. Ni hindi nagdrama o umiyak. Hanggang ngayon parang walang lang. Walang bakas na nasaktan ako. Bago yun mga bes. Haha. Baka ngayon lang to? Hindi ko sigurado.

So magtataka siguro yung iba sa inyo, kung meron mang may pake, bakit? Anong nangyari?

Napagkasunduan. Paano? Parehas namen narealize na pareho na kaming nahihirapan masyado. Kasi sobrang gulo na ng sitwasyon. Kaya ayun. Kahit labag sa kalooban ko, umayaw nako.

Umayaw ako hindi dahil ayoko na talaga.
Umayaw ako sa part na ayoko ng masyadong nahihirapan ka kakaisip.
Umayaw ako kasi gusto kong mabawasan problema mo.
Umayaw ako kasi feeling ko yun ang dapat?
Umayaw ako kasi feeling ko dito rin talaga punta nito, sa wala.
Umayaw ako kasi feeling ko lalong lalala pag tinuloy pa.

Pero baka feeling ko lang to? Hanggang ngayon, diko padin sigurado.

Hindi ibig sabihin nito dina kita mahal. Shit yon.
Hindi ibig sabihin nito dina ko aasa. Well partly yes, partly no.
Hindi ibig sabihin nito dina kita papansinin. Hmm, let’s see.
Hindi ibig sabihin nito magiging bitter nako.. joke. Matagal na pala kong bitter.
Hanggang ngayon diko parin maset sa utak ko na “wala na”

Hindi naging tayo. At least yun, malinaw.

Pero malabo padin kasi bakit? Bakit kelangan ganito?
Pero wala na muna siguro akong magagawa sa ngayon. Hahayaan ko nalang muna.
At least kahit papano, naging masaya tayo. Walang dapat kwestyunin dun.

Sa dami ng naging problema, nawala na yung dating tayo. Hindi ko na nga ata kilala yung dalwang taong nagsimula ng kaisipang “tayo”. Nawala na sila. Baka hindi na sila bumalik pa.

Hindi ko alam kung paano na kita patutunguhan ngayon. Eto sigurado ko dito. Pero:

May bestfriend padin ba ako?

Meron pa, sigurado. Pero hindi na ikaw yun. I mean, hindi kana siguro isa sa kanila? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong mag foodtrip sa nigh market? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong sumimba sa 6am mass? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong mag breakfast sa McDo? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong manood ng night sky? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong magsayang ng oras sa Rob? Hindi na ikaw yung kausap at katext at kachat ko hanggang madaling araw? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong tumambay maghapon sa bahay? Hindi na ikaw yung kasama kong gawin lahat yan tuwing bakasyon.

Shit.

Malaking adjustment ata to mga bes hahaha goodluck.

Pero masaya ako kase sa desisyon kong yun kanina, nabawasan na yung problema mo.

Salamat :)

#Panget kapa din boy.

Jd.